EASTER WITH ALEX.

I have been feeling down lately.

And it affected my personal life pretty bad. 

I can't trust no one here. Basically, I hate people.

They just can't keep their mouth shut, but hey, I can't do anything bout that.

People talk, so do I.

After all the bad things, I realised that I still have a few people that I can trust.

And I'm glad and thankful that they are still who I consider friends.

It's very hard you know, knowing that you're alone in this alienated place.

No friends, no families, no fiance.

Worst, to realised that no one you can trust, even the one who is nice to you.

Here, I have Alex.

One of the people who is nice to me without having any bad intention why to be friend with me.

He's just like me, wanting to have a friend he can trust.

We both have the same sense of fashion, we have mutual understanding, we don't compete between each other and good thing is, we don't have any reasons to stab each other on the back.

That is one good reason why a girl need a man as their best friends.

With a few days left for Easter break, we figured we should go out and have fun.

Forget about all the things that had happened.

I'm glad I met Alex.

                

                     

                

So, this that was some of the pictures on what we did.

Enjoy people.

Appreciate your best friend/friends!

Sekian.

SO I AM "LUCKY"

For the past month, I've been trying to figure out what's wrong with us. What had happen to us actually. Making bad assumptions and such. I was not myself. I always have excuses for the things that I do and blame everything else on you. I was not being fair to you. I said things and the worst part is, I hurt you.

I uses my weakness and made bad impression on you. I'm sorry. I really am. I wasn't sure what was going on with me. I guess I was depressed with all the things that is going on. My worst skills ever, can't work under pressure. So that was what had happened.

But you, after all that, you still have faith in me. After all the shouting, arguments and misunderstanding, you make me realised, that even we are a different person, we always have things in common. Which I thought all this while we are making a wrong decisions cos we never get to be in the same road recently. I now realised that with all the arguments, I have forgotten how much we love each other. You prove it just with one simple thing and opened my eyes to everything.

I am so thankful that I have you. Now I know why we are together. Cos we complete each other. I am what you're not, and you're what I am not. I was looking at a different perspective before. I was totally shut off. Well now, I know that I am 'lucky'. Irony is, I thought I was lucky before and actually am, even dedicated that 'Lucky' song to you, but never really understand the meaning of being one. Well now hubby, I know. :)

ILSMMS.

Sekian.

A PLACE I CALL HOME.

You warm my nights.

I miss you. 

IMYSMMS

Sekian.

CAN'T.

What I've been and always been missing.

Words can't speak

Actions can't express

Heart can't lie

That I love so much.

ILYMS.

Sekian. :)

SERENITY

What I have been feeling now is what I have been missing..

I thought I have lost it and will never be able to feel it again

My serenity…

Kenapa dalam hidup ni, bila kita at the most of our life, bamm!! Kita jatuh and dilanda masalah yang kita tak duga. Should I call this the circle of life? Tapi itu tak fair kan. Yes there is up and down, but when we wanted to have it for eternity, they just….gone…vanish….and it pull you down to the most deepest place you have never been before.

Then, there comes my serenity…